~ 6/17/2005 12:51:00 PM ~
Friday, June 17, 2005
[bloggin is addictive]
..::BloGgin' iS AdDicTivE::..
somebody help me!!! i need to go into cold turkey already...
i nv used to blog as i tot it would be a waste of time to start one and i tot i wouldn't blog often..
however time has proven me wrong.. now i cant stop bloggin'...!!
today's friday... it has certainly been one very very long week.. but.. guess wad?? i haven touched any study things!?!?! i'm certainly dead.. there's only 1 week left.. or less.. i dun even noe if i'll be having to take my pprs next thurs and fri?!?!
shit.. am i dun even seem to be concerned? i dunno who to ask?!? mark lee?!? but i dun have his no.! and he'd probably give an uncertain ans!?!?
can i juz let go and prepare myself to fail willingly without worries?? im afraid not... as much as i noe i'd not do well..cant cover all topics in time..
i'll still get scared.. worried.. and still not study!?? and i'd probably start stressing myself till i get depression aGaiN~
hai.. y lynne y... y muz i torture myself lidat...
and as i blog... daddy's rite behind me nagging in a very angry tone which gets me all frustrated when i'm already stressed enough!!!! sometimes i juz wanna run away... haiz.. but i dunno where to run too..
i need to go make ic liaoz.. this matter has been creating alot of problems.. lots of tension between me and dad.. cuz he keeps asking me to go make.. while i dun have the time and dun wan to! den we'll both get damn irritated and doors staRt getting sLammEd........all thankz to the bloody thief who stole my wallet and dun even bother to at least send my ic bacK!!!! have u eva wondered how much diSrupTion and unHappinEss u CauSed.. not only me but my family?!?!!!!
wadeva.. bye
